Now, if you have been following along with
all this, it is by now clear to you that all that is written
here cannot of itself create the experience of God. All of the
above is only Moses leading you to the brink of the promised
land -- God. Yes, God is all there is, that is the principle,
but what that really means it totally beyond comprehension. Any
idea you can possible have of it must necessarily fall far short
of what God actually IS. You cannot dream God up in your mind.
Neither do you need to because God already IS.
Infinite beingness is incomprehensible to
all save itself. It is only as you surrender your entire self
to God that you come to know God. Which means that if you have
not yet surrendered entirely to God, you do not yet know God.
You do not know what God is, but only that whatever God is He
is all there is. And if God is all there is, then there isn't
anything else about you that is real anyway. So you surrender
yourself to that which you do not yet comprehend. You no longer
demand to comprehend before you surrender because you now know
that the Allness of God is so absolute, so limitless, so infinite,
it would be impossible for you, as long as you continue to identify
with anything other than God, to comprehend it. And yet you do
know that God most certainly IS, and most certainly is ALL there
is, and therefore is infinitely perfect.
What this all means is that reality is infinitely
better than even your grandest and wildest hopes and dreams.
When the grace of God flows through your life it becomes infinitely
more enjoyable, delightful, wondrous and ecstatic than anything
you could even imagine. This is what you must accept when you
realize that God is all there is. It seems altogether far, far
too good to be true! And in fact it is True. So much, in fact,
is it infinitely better than anything you desire in the dream
world, that you could delay your awakening for eons and create
for yourself the most dreadful illusions of separation from God
and all of it won't matter to you one jot when you finally realize,
accept and surrender to the fact that God is all there is.
ANY separation from God WHATSOEVER, even
in the slightest degree, is totally and completely an illusion.
But you cannot really say "I am God" unless you have
completely surrendered to God and melted COMPLETELY into HIM.
Why? Because God is COMPLETELY ONE, not almost completely one,
but COMPLETELY one. So you cannot in fact be even the slightest
bit separate from God.
And so Moses keeps nudging us, "There
it is folks, the promised land, I've taken you as far as I can
go, and now you are going to have to go where your human comprehension
cannot accompany you, you will have to TRUST that God IS your
supply, your energy, your life, your intelligence, your ability,
your wisdom, your love, your joy, your peace, your guidance,
your insight and your heart."